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Newest Deviations

~I am a "varied artist." I make stamps, photo-manipulations, take photos, write poetry, do my makeup, write short stories, (though I have only one posted)...
~My deviations vary in nature from dark subjects to happier things like animal photos and poems about hope.
~Be warned a lot of my work has mature content!
~Take a peek at my gallery! My "Newest Deviations" are only a sliver of what I have created.

:blackrose:Shay

Random Favourites

I love to favorite dark and Gothic things, but things of lighter nature are among my interest as well.

Random from Dark - Photos

Random from Cemetery

Random from Evanescence - Dig. Art

Random from Evanescence - Traditional Art

Beautiful Evanescence traditional art done by talented artists!!

What do you like more? 

75%
3 deviants said Your digital artwork
25%
1 deviant said Your poetry
0%
No deviants said Other (please comment.)

Webcam

Do you have a favorite Evanescence song? (Please comment.) 

80%
8 deviants said Yes
20%
2 deviants said No

What is your favorite Evanescence studio album? Comment why it's your favorite. 

100%
4 deviants said Fallen
0%
No deviants said Origin
0%
No deviants said The Open Door
0%
No deviants said Evanescence

My Favorite Quotes From Evanescence Songs



"Take my hand.
Hold me close.
Every breath's a gift.
We don't know
what tomorrow holds.
I need you.
You show me the truth.
And I will reach you somehow."
-Find a Way by Amy Lee

"I can't go on living this way.
And I can't go back the way I came,
chained to this fear
that I will never find a way
to heal my soul.
And I will wander 'til the end of time,
half alive without you."
-My Heart Is Broken

"Should it hurt to love you?
Should I feel like I do?"
-All That I'm Living For

"Don't need to understand.
Too lost to lose.
Don't fight my tears
'cause they feel so good."
-Secret Door

"I can still see your face
where it's burned on your mind.
I die every time I close my eyes.
Your always there."
-Never Go Back

"The more that I am with you,
the more that I am alone."
-The Change

"I believe our love can see us through in death."
-Like You

"As much as it hurts,
ain't it wonderful to feel?"
-End of the Dream

"Without the mask,
where will you hide?
Can't find yourself,
lost in your lie."
-Everybody's Fool

"Don't try to fix me,
I'm not broken.
Hello, I'm the lie
living for you
so you can hide,
don't cry."
-Hello

"But I know the difference
between myself and my reflection.
I just can't help but to wonder:
Which of us do you love?"
-Breathe No More

"All the promises I made,
just to let you down.
You believed in me,
but I'm broken."
-Lost In Paradise

"So go on and break your wings.
Follow your heart 'til it bleeds."
-End of the Dream

"And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep,
just to dream of you,
I'll wake without you there.
Isn't something missing...?
Isn't someone missing me?"
-Missing

"I still remember the sun
always warm on my back.
Somehow it seems colder now."
-Field of Innocence

"Sickened in the sun,
you dare tell me you love me.
But you held me down
and screamed you wanted me to die."
-The Last Song I'm Wasting On You

"I've found a world
where love and dreams and darkness
all collide.
Maybe this time,
we can leave this broken world behind."
-Together Again

"Counting the days
to meet you on the other side.
I will always be waiting."
-The Other Side

"...it's all gone.
The only world I've ever known
sleeps beneath the waves."
-Never Go Back

"Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear.
Sealed with lies, through so many tears.
Lost from within, pursuing the end.
I fight for my chance to be lied to again."
-Lies

"Follow my love back
through the same secret door."
-Secret Door

"Oceans between us,
and there's nothing that can change
the way I feel.
I can still taste the poison
of every thought,
every breath I've wasted here."
-Sick

"We'll be together again.
All just a dream in the end."
-Together Again

"Give me a reason to believe
that you're gone.
I see your shadow,
so I know, they're all wrong.
Moonlight on the soft brown earth,
it leads me to where you lay.
They took you away from me
but now I'm taking you home."
-Even In Death

"I'm frightened by what I see
but somehow I know
that there's much more to come.
Immobilized by my fear
and soon to be blinded by tears."
-Whisper

"Meet me after dark again'
and I'll hold you.
I am nothing more than to savor that."
-Before the Dawn

"...tear out my heart
for the way that it feels.
I will still remember
when you've long forgotten me."
-Made of Stone

"You saw me mourning my love for you
and touched my hand.
I knew you loved me then."
-Taking Over Me

"Can't hold onto the fear
that I'm lost without you.
If I can't feel,
I'm not mine,
I'm not real."
-The Only One

"Everyone leaves me stranded,
forgotten, abandoned,
left behind.
I can't stay here another night."
-Solitude

"Lost in a dying world,
I reach for something more.
I have grown so weary
of this lie I live."
-Away From Me

"Say goodnight.
Don't be afraid.
Calling me,
calling me
as you fade to black."
-My Last Breath

"In the end,
I guess I had to fall.
Always find my place
among the ashes."
-Lithium

"I'll miss the winter,
a world of fragile things."
-My Last Breath

"If you don't mind,
I would like to live a lie
that I will survive.
And, if you don't mind,
I would like to slip away
and leave your world behind."
-If You Don't Mind

Amy Lee Hartzler: My Muse



Amy Lee Hartzler is so inspiring!

I want to be like her, not in a way that steals her essence, but I want to be as caring and kind, and thoughtful.

She has done so many amazing things for the community that I cannot even count!!

Yes, it would be awesome to be famous, and all, like her, but I'm more interested in her character.

Her music has also got me going in song writing.
I know it won't be picked up, but it's for me.

Her music also inspired me to write some pretty good poems.

All I have to say is, thank Goddess, for such an angel.

~Stamps I Made~

Amy Hartzler - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Anywhere But Home - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp II by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Singing by Moonlit-Nightmare Going Under - Evanescence Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Hartzler - Stamp II by Moonlit-Nightmare My Heart Is Broken - Evanescence Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee Stamp III by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Hartzler - Stamp III by Moonlit-Nightmare Evanescence Stamp~ by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp III by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Hartzler - Stamp IV by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee Stamp - IV by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp V by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp VI by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp VII by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee Stamp - VIII by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp IX by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp X by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee/Hartzler Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee/Hartzler Stamp II by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee/Hartzler Stamp III by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee/Hartzler Stamp IV by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee/Hartzler Stamp V by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee/Hartzler Stamp VI by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee/Hartzler Stamp VII by Moonlit-Nightmare Evanescence Stamp II by Moonlit-Nightmare Evanescence Stamp III by Moonlit-Nightmare Gothic Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare I Love the Dark - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Skull n Cross Bones - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Skull Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Gothic Rose Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Wicca Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Cemetery Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Gothic Cross - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Ankh Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Violin Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Piano Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Music Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Broken Heart - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Heart Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Hearts - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Stitches - Horror Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Cemetery Headstones - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee/Hartzler Stamp VIII by Moonlit-Nightmare Evanescence Stamp IV by Moonlit-Nightmare Goth Amy Lee/Hartzler - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee/Hartzler Stamp IX by Moonlit-Nightmare What You Want - Evanescence Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee/Hartzler - Broken - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp XI by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp XII by Moonlit-Nightmare Lithium - Evanescence Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp XIII by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp XIV by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee With a Raven - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Singing Amy Lee - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee With Red Eye Liner - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee (Black and White) - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee/Hartzler Stamp X by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp XIV by Moonlit-Nightmare Evanescence - Green Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee/Hartzler Stamp XI by Moonlit-Nightmare Evanescence Stamp V by Moonlit-Nightmare Blue Eyes - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee (Black and White) -Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee Stamp - XIV by Moonlit-Nightmare Zombie Amy Lee - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee/Hartzler Stamp (Purple) by Moonlit-Nightmare ~Evanescence Stamp~ by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Hartzler - Black and White - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Hartzler/Lee Recording by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee In White by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee/Hartzler Stamp X by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp XIV by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee/Hartzler Singing by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee Singing - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee/Hartzler Singing - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee/Hartzler - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Recording - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare A M Y LEE ~ Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare A M Y.L E E~Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Green Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Zombie Eye - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Autumn Eye - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Wild Eye - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Vampire Eye - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Goth Eye - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Cemetery Angel - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Graveyard - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Blue Eye - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Eye ~ Pink - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Purple Eye - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Evanescence - Lithium Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee Stamp~ by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee Stamp - Stamp XIV by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Outcast - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp XV by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp XVI by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee Stamp - XVII by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp XVIII by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp XIX by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp 20 by Moonlit-Nightmare ~Evanescence STAMP~ by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp 21 by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp 22 by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp 23 by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp 24 by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp 25 by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp 26 by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp 27 by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp 28 by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp 29 by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp 30 by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp 31 by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp 32 by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp 33 by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp 34 by Moonlit-Nightmare Evanescence ~ Lithium Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp 35 by Moonlit-Nightmare Evanescence - Everybody's Fool Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Evanescence - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Evanescence - Good Enough Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp 36 by Moonlit-Nightmare Evanescence - Going Under Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Evanescence - Bring Me To Life Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Evanescence - My Immortal Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Amy Lee - Stamp 37 by Moonlit-Nightmare Blood - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Blood - Stamp Version 2 by Moonlit-Nightmare Piano keys - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Hope - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Never Give In - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Gothic Stamp II by Moonlit-Nightmare Emo - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Wiccan - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Pagan - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Give Unto Me - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Even In Death - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Lies - Evanescence Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare My Immortal - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Evanescence - Symbol - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare
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Self Injury Awareness Day

Journal Entry: Sun Feb 23, 2014, 8:17 AM
Hi guys :)

Coming up on March 1st, 2014, is Self Injury Awareness Day.

I'm trying to get my friends and family to participate and you guys as well.

On that day, wear orange and perhaps share a photo of you wearing orange.

It is important to spread awareness and show we support those who self injure and that there is hope for them.

I personally have self injured for 7 and a half years and am getting better.

I have come a long way because of my family and friends.

One day, I will beat the addiction.

Much love,
:blackrose:Shay


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Clubs/groups I joined because they inspired me and related to me SO well:
:icongothicsoulsclub: :iconev-fanart: :iconburton-fans: :iconrainydaysclub: :iconliterarygothicclub: :iconvictoriafrancesclub: :iconmusicians-united: :iconpiano-society: :iconcradleoffilth: :icongravewalkers: :icon1st-sphere: :iconmcrmy-13: :iconrazorbladeromances: :iconbluebloodz: :icondark-writing: :iconthe-beauty-decays: :iconvampirewriters: :iconpoison-club: :iconbloodstainedwords: :iconself-injuryclub: :iconcrowloft: :icondevsagainsttwilight: :iconantitwilight: :iconenvironment: :iconletters-words-write: :iconshadowdeviantsclub: :iconabstractsilence: :icondarkelements: :iconcrow-conglomerate: :icontim-burton-club: :icontimburtonfanclub: :iconnbc-club: :iconkornfans: :iconmental-illnessclub: :iconpaleispretty: :iconmakeupcreations: :iconbipolar-da: :icongotzombie: :iconfull-moon-poetry:  :iconlove-4-dark-poetry: :icondark-minded-poetry: :iconevanescencedawn: :iconevanescence-essence: :iconevanescencers: :iconshadowpoetry: :iconall-poetry: :iconxowrittenart:  :iconthewicked-ones: :iconall-art-in: :iconthe-great-eyes: :iconwe-love-eyes:

  • Mood: Optimism
  • Listening to: Bittersweet by Apocalyptica
  • Reading: Doctor Sleep - Stephen King

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Moonlit-Nightmare
Shay
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Hello! My name is Shay, I am 21 years old, and I LOVE art!!

:blackrose:I enjoy writing stories, poetry, playing piano and guitar, composing and arranging music, listening to music, reading, and photo shopping pictures into dark works of art.

:bulletred:I AM IN NO WAY ASSOCIATED WITH DRAMA KOREA T. THIS PERSON STOLE SOME OF MY WORK. DO NOT BE FOOLED. SHE IS NOT ME:bulletred:

Current Residence: United States
Favourite genre of music: Rock ranging from light to heavy, Metal, Gothic
Favourite style of art: Dark, emotional, gothic, fantasy, conceptual
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Skin of choice: Mine, as pale as it is.lol
Eye color: Blue-gray
Hair color: Dark Ash-Blond; Dyed Black
Height: 5'6"
Diagnosis: Bipolar Type I with Psychotic Features, Panic Disorder, Borderline Personality Disorder, Post-traumatic Stress Disorder, Suicide Ideation
Artist: Digital Art, Poetry, Photography, Makeup
Inspired by: Evanescence, gothic culture, vampires, zombies, other musicians
Currently: In a serious relation for 3 years
In a relationship with: :icontyler-wittenberg:
Favorite color: Red
Favorite shade: Black
Style: Gothic
Religion: Wicca
Personal Quote: I love darkness/deathly things, while loving life and all things alive. Why is that?! Talk about a mindf*ck!


~STAMPS~

Mental Health
++ See The Person by dimruthien ST: Anxiety Disorder Awareness by JSTradArt No Stigma by gatesofrocknroll Mental health awareness stamp by Superspud Bipolar is not black and white by hiritai I Am More by lonelynightmares Mental Disorders... by snakeandladders Hope stamp by KathrynBriggs Stamp - PTSD is NOT Weakness by MauserGirl Post Traumatic Stress Disorder by RebiValeska I Survived Mental Abuse by cutechong Talk about depression stamp by thatfire-stock Shatter the Stigma by savagebinn Mental illness isn't "cool" by shadowlight-oak Mental Illness Rejection Stamp by Siluriformes Anxiety Awareness by Mental-IllnessClub I Support Mental Illness Club by jackalibis ++ Anxiety and Panic Disorders by dimruthien Depression: The Truth by Valotoxin Depression Stamp by 1footonthedawn Bipolar Awareness stamp by KisayaMyst Stamp: Hope by ToysAndChocolate .:I Have Hope:. by ArtisnotanAccident Borderline Awareness Stamp by Ellidegg

Self-Injury
++ SI Awareness - Stamp 2 by dimruthien S.I. Survivor by shadowleoparddreams Stamp: Self-Injury Awareness 2 by OtterAndTerrier Stay strong and fight. by Snuf-Stamps Yet Another Anti-Cutting Stamp by rcsi1

Suicide
++ Suicide Awarness Stamp by dimruthien Today I Chose To Live by gaianchild Suicide Awareness stamp/icon by QuirklestheCynical Suicide-Prevention Club Stamp by Suicide-Prevention Yellow ribbon by BlueRavenAngel

To Write Love On Her Arms
TWLOHA avatar by XxBad-Luck-ChildxX TWLOHA Stamp by mollysayshi TWLOHA by mangaka101 TWLOHA Stamp - Animated by cpetten rescue is possible : stamp by ifyouplease TWLOHA Stamp by Peace-Wolf TWLOHA Stamp by Kezzi-Rose TWLOHA Stamp by aimingforlogical

Evanescence
Evanescence by celloismistic Simple Evanescence stamp by ILTBY Evanescence Stamp by BerryFlavoredApples Evanescence Stamp by IgnisAlatus Ev. Stamp by q8oceanic Evanescence - What You Want Stamp by Vallie-Redfield Evanescence Stamp by Dark-Brotherhood-VF Evanescence Stamp by Dark-Brotherhood-VF Evanescence Stamp by wes615 Amy Lee stamp 5 by blackestrose-13 Evanescence Stamp by Sweetdreams22 Amy Lee stamp oo1 by Kaze-yo evanescence wallpaper stamp by blackestrose-13 Evanescence stamp 2v2 by blackestrose-13 Evanescence Fan by shaloneSK Evanescence Stamp by ALoveHateRomance Evanescence by Animal-Angels thoughtless evanescence stamp by xXSandywolfyXx Amy Lee stamp by jettteke Amy Lee - Stamp by Lana-Land Evanescence stamp 4 by blackestrose-13 Amy - Stamp by manuelvelizan Amy Lee Stamp -Eyes- by Vallie-Redfield Amy Lee stamp 2 by blackestrose-13 Amy Lee stamp 3 by blackestrose-13 Evanescence Stamp - 3 by ALoveHateRomance Evanescence Stamp - 2 by ALoveHateRomance Evanescence Stamp by xXMoonlightOwlXx Evanescence Stamp o2 by Vallie-Redfield Evanescence Stamp o3 by Vallie-Redfield

Other bands/musicians
KoRn Stamp by MajinPat Ozzy Osbourne Stamp 4 by dA--bogeyman Apocalyptica stamp by Zireael00 Ozzy Osbourne Stamp 2 by dA--bogeyman Korn Nu Metal Stamp by dA--bogeyman FlyLeaf Music Stamp (revised) by RebiValeska Midnight Syndicate by black-cat16-stamps

Music
Music is Love by elzalee Music Drives Me by master-me Music Addiction by PeligrosoRebellion Music stamp by invader-zim-14 REVERSED MUSIC STAMP by PianoxLullaby Music Stamp by NaruButt Stamp Love Music to Death by TheLonelyQueen music... by AnimeFan12deathnote Rock music stamp by Tollerka Heavy Metal Is Art Stamp by cKyfan7788 MUSIC LIFE by fraggle37 Music Stamp by Claws14 Very Metal stamp by Vamore Music Love Stamp by Sky-Yoshi Addicted To Music - Stamp by JWiesner I imagine with music Stamp by tastelessfate .:music stamp:. by Im-Mother-Nature Rock Music Stamp by Davidgtza2 Music Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare iPod Stamp 2 by DigitallyMinded Goth Metal Lovers Stamp by mysteria-dl

Piano
Piano by AngelsOfEmpathy Piano Player Stamp by Drake1 Piano - Stamp by SuuJeanne Piano Music by Blackshadowbutterfly Piano Player - Stamp by LadyMarava Piano Stamp by JackdawStamps Piano Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare

Cemetery
I Dig Cemeteries Stamp by Polstar-Photography iSUPPORTgrave-yards by ANDASKAstamps cemetery stamp by Gothicmama I love cemetery statues by Gothicmama Cemetery stamp 2 by Gothicmama cemetery obsession stamp by Gothicmama Cemetery Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Cemetery Headstones - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare

Wicca
Triple Goddess by Nxriot Crimson 1 by skinnyveestamp Pentagram by EternalxRequiem Goddess Stamp by sd-stock Wicca_stamp_Star by JulieAir I believe_Stamp by Aretusa Stamp: I am Wiccan 2 by 8manderz8 Worship Stamp 12 by sd-stock wiccan rede stamp by Sabattier Stamp: Wiccan. by 8manderz8 Wiccan Stamp by doublelunar-stock I Practice Wicca by phoenixtsukino Wicca Stamp by bitchinvixen Wicca Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare

Goth
Forever Goth stamp by WargusEstor Goth at Heart Stamp by SanguineEpitaph Gothic by skinnyveestamp DarkneSS stamp by DeviantSith Proud to be Gothic - Stamp by Firethrill Support Black Roses Wide by missmarypotter Gothic Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Gothic Rose Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Gothic Cross - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Ankh Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare I love black STAMP by shortcutebubbly Rose and Butterfly by DoniaMaddison Black Roses Never Die. by leonharts-heart696 +Black rose stamp+ by Shadowa-93 Black Rose by SquallxZell-Leonhart

Zombies
I Heart Zombies Support Stamp by bizarrostamps I Support Dead People Stamp by bizarrostamps Zombie by ViggObscure Walking Dead Stamp II by Krisderp Zombie Stamp by Larimar +Zombie Awareness+ by blazer87 Zombie Eye - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare

Misc.
Black cat stamps by Shizuru117 Dark by GoodiesForYou Nocturnal Artist by Timesplitter92 Night owl by prosaix kiss me in the dark by Gothicmama I love Dark Art by Gothicmama Another apocalypse... by prosaix No 2 U stamp by youkai-hime I Love the Dark - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Skull n Cross Bones - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Skull Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Stitches - Horror Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare got blood stamp by peterdawes Eternal Eye by secretgal1234 Blue Eyes Stamp by ehrehrere Green Eyes Stamp by RKdesign1314 Eye Stamp by mysteria-dl Red and Black love stamp by izka197
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Attention!



Show support and awareness by wearing orange,
even if it is a ribbon, bracelet, or wristband.

:blackrose:Shay

Are you going to wear orange on March 1st to support and show Self Injury awareness? (If no, comment why.) 

100%
3 deviants said Yes
0%
No deviants said Maybe
0%
No deviants said No

Journal History

Songs I Wrote


~I also write Gothic, (sometimes not Gothic), instrumentals using Finale 2008.
~I write songs for piano, strings, guitar, voice, sometimes a mixture of those.
~To hear them, go here:
www.youtube.com/playlist?list=….

:blackrose:Shay

ps. The newest ones are at the very bottom.

My Borderline Personality Disorder


I have Borderline Personality Disorder.

I am NOT Borderline. These are just symptoms I possess.

I think in terms of black and white, and my moods are erratic.

I was diagnosed in August of 2013, but suspected I was ever since I was 20.

I see a psychologist and a psychiatrist to help with my disorder.

Sometimes my disorder gets in the way of things, but I will NOT let it rule my life!

:blackrose:Shay

Do you, or anyone you know, have BPD? 

50%
2 deviants said Yes
50%
2 deviants said No

~Favorite Songs~


I have favorite songs from bands I like.
Here's a few:

:bulletblack:Alice Cooper - Pick Up the Bones

:bulletblack:Apocalyptica - Broken Pieces of Me

:bulletblack:Black Light Burns - Stop A Bullet

:bulletblack:Black Sabbath - Hand of Doom

:bulletblack:Black Veil Brides - Coffin

:bulletblack:Cradle of Filth - Swansong For A Raven

:bulletblack:Evanescence - Missing

:bulletblack:Flyleaf - This Close

:bulletblack:HIM - Love You Like I Do

:bulletblack:KoRn - Thoughtless

:bulletblack:Metallica - The Unforgiven II

:bulletblack:My Chemical Romance - Demolition Lovers

:bulletblack:Midnight Syndicate - Vampyre

:bulletblack:My Dying Bride - My Hope, The Destroyer

:bulletblack:Pink Floyd - Echoes

:bulletblack:Seether - Roses

:bulletblack:Slipknot - Vermilion Pt.2

:bulletblack:Switchblade Symphony - Dissolve

:bulletblack:Within Temptation - Candles

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My all time favorite song is...

"Missing" by Evanescence!:blackrose:

I strangely relate, and the tone of the song ensnares me...

I wrote an arrangement for the song, and I'm pretty proud of myself. :)

Music is my blood.
It's what keeps me going. :heart:

Do you have an all time favorite song? (Please comment.) 

50%
3 deviants said Yes.
50%
3 deviants said No.

Favorite Quotes



"Thank you for leaving me to die here in this cold snow. I know I'll trudge out of this hell, a stronger person."
-Alen Drake

"It can't rain all the time."
-The Crow movie

"Everything great comes from neurotics."
-Marcel Proust

"I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity."
-Edgar Allan Poe

"Perhaps when we find ourselves wanting everything, it is because we are dangerously close to wanting nothing."
-Sylvia Plath

"Don't be afraid of the shadows, it only means there's a light nearby."
-Amy Lee Hartzler

"We're all fallen, but at the same time we're not broken. There is the hint that we are going to get up again."
-Amy Lee Hartzler

"There is no exquisite beauty without some strangeness." Edgar Alan Poe

Do you have any favorite quotes? (Please comment.) 

100%
6 deviants said Yes.
0%
No deviants said No.

~Evanescence Icons~

Skull by ImagineryLight All That I'm Living For Icon 1 by Rae-Anzi Amy Lee icon by cold-girl Amy Lee by LadyShadowStyle Amy Avatar 3 by Amy-in-DarknessAmy Lee Ev Icon 1 by FridaySnapeevanescence anywhere but home icon by blackestrose-13Amy Lee Animated Panel Icon by tornbloodyrose Amy Lee Icon by ScarlettPoisonAmy Lee Icon 2 by ScarlettPoison Imaginary - Evanescence by smirkfilled-lips I know youre still there by princesiitha it's over. by coffeecole Amy Lee: Smile by Doggiegal In my field of paper flowers.. by nocturnelorelei Amy Avatar 1 by Amy-in-Darkness Amy Lee avatar by Delicieux-fraise Sweet Sacrifice by YourSweetSurrender I'm Not Broken by Mandamonster I Know You Hear Me Icon by flamexsniper Hollow Lily by lunascura Bleed and breathe No More by kurowolf89 Anywhere by xxArwenxUndomielxx hello by alias59 Understanding by sqwiggly Scream At Me Icon by flamexsniperAmy Lee by SalemDream Waiting for the Rain Icon 2 by Leaving-My-MarkLithium Icon 2 by Leaving-My-MarkNobody's Fool. by safetypinAmy Lee Avatar 2 by ChelseaArrudaGoing Under by fallxfromxgraceWeight of the world Gif by ObsessionSweetAmy lee live icon 4 by blackestrose-13Amy Lee Avatar 3 by ChelseaArrudaLife That Flows by bagheera101Evanescence - Before the Dawn by Rae-AnziMissing Avatar by Arya-MetruAmy Lee 1 by ImaginaryXSolitudePerfect by Nature by princesiithaSave Me by pauperes-spirituMourning by moonlitsageAmy Lee Don't Look Back Icon by leaveittoweaverYour presence still by princesiithaAmy lee icon by totallyfcukedEvanescence - Understanding by Rae-AnziPurple Amy Icon by DysfunctionalScarLie I've Created by IceKittynIcon-Left Behind by x-xLithiumx-xAmy Lee icon 11 by blackestrose-13Amy Lee icon 8 by blackestrose-13Amy Lee icon 16 by blackestrose-13Imbrii - art icon 9 by imbriiSolitude by famelAnywhere but Home Icon by ObsessionSweetAmy Lee icon 9 by blackestrose-13Icon-Hello by x-xLithiumx-xWhispered Voices by princesiithaEvanescence - Taking Over Me by Rae-AnziAmy Lee texture icon by weggyMSN icon request 8 by pixgirl359Blooded by MsVilleValoevanescence fan icon by blackestrose-13Amy Lee 2 by garfwongAmy Lee icon by Delicieux-fraiseEvanescence Icon 1 by Leaving-My-MarkEvanescence icon 2 by blackestrose-13Amy Lee Icon by Saiyiticon - EveryBody's Fool by urbanussEvanescence Lithium icon by immortalnightMy Last Breath - Evanescence by blaze-jaganshiEvanescence Icon 9 by blackestrose-13Breathe No More - Evanescence by famelEvanescence: Away From Me Icon by Rae-AnziEvanescence EvClub Icon 8 by blackestrose-13Evanescence Icon by Narusgirl2000Evanescence - Eternal Icon by Rae-AnziEvanescence icon 6 by blackestrose-13Evanescence - Like You Icon by Rae-AnziFor You by immortal-neniaErase the SILENCE by JeannieHowlett

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M4K31T83TT3R Mar 5, 2014  Student Writer
It's your birthday, yay! excited 

Happy birthday and hope you're getting on alright. I know we don't know each other well, but you know ^_^;
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Happy Birthday. Hope you feel better. 
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thanks the fav

I was never diagnosed with BPD but I had a lot of its symptoms. I've been a lot better for the last couple of years, but remembering the hard days, those were really bad. Anxiety problems still remain, but again, not as bad as before. I wish you the best.

And you have a great music taste :)

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Zouberi Feb 24, 2014   Photographer
Thank you for the fave!
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Moonlit-Nightmare Feb 24, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome:blackrose:
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atlantic-lungs Feb 22, 2014  Student Writer
thankies for the watch :]
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Moonlit-Nightmare Feb 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome:blackrose:
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thank you for adding my work to your favs :)
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Moonlit-Nightmare Feb 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome:blackrose:
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:iconviolin100:
Thank you for the watch
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Moonlit-Nightmare Feb 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome :blackrose:
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:iconviolin100:
yep. How are you doing? 
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Moonlit-Nightmare Feb 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Okay.  I am kind of depressed but doing good otherwise.
How are you? :)
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TalesOfNightWing Feb 19, 2014  Student General Artist
Thank you for the favorite on Greed by TalesOfNightWing  
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