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About Me Member Dark Artist Shay17/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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I enjoy writing stories, poetry, playing piano and guitar, listening to music and reading.

I'm back briefly, but am going to find help!:)

Tue Nov 17, 2009, 9:32 AM
Hello everyone!:huggle:

I'm so glad I have so many people that love both me and others that desperately need support, but in order to overcome my love/hate relation ship with everything, my black and white view on everything, I'm going to go back into therapy.:)
I'm going there because I WANT to, not just to halfheartedly please myself and others. I'm finally going to find true happiness and become independent!:)

Again, thanks for all the love and support!:huggle: :heart: :heart: :heart:
Thanks and love to the people I helped and supported!:huggle: :huggle: :huggle:

I'm not permanently leaving. I just need a long break to help myself, so I can properly help/love/support others.

If anyone still wants to contact me, my texting/cell # is 406-239-0970.
My newer, lesser known e-mail which I will be checking is:
evanescencex1313@yahoo.com.

I will update people on my progress when I can, (no WONDER people love twitter), and in my absence, NOT abandonment, look to the wonderful people that offer support because they KNOW who they are, they're the ones to lean on in need! When I DO get better, since I'm making it my life goal, even if it takes a very long time, I want to become independent and healthy so I can help people like me.:)

I love you all so much and am so thankful to have people like you!

:heart:Love with all my heart and soul,
Shay :huggle: :) :heart: :hug:

~ps. i hope both you all and I, can find true happiness. i know it's there; i just have to find it like a diamond among coal.:)

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Clubs I joined because they inspired me and related to me SO well:
:icongothicsoulsclub: :iconev-fanart: :iconburton-fans: :iconrainydaysclub: :iconliterarygothicclub: :iconvictoriafrancesclub: :iconmusicians-united: :iconpiano-society: :iconcradleoffilth: :icongravewalkers: :icon1st-sphere: :iconmcrmy-13: :iconrazorbladeromances: :iconbluebloodz: :icondark-writing: :iconthe-beauty-decays: :iconvampirewriters: :iconpoison-club: :iconbloodstainedwords: :iconself-injuryclub: :iconcrowloft: :icondevsagainsttwilight: :iconantitwilight: :iconenvironment: :iconletters-words-write: :iconshadowdeviantsclub: :iconabstractsilence: :icondarkelements: :iconcrow-conglomerate: :icontim-burton-club: :icontimburtonfanclub: :iconnbc-club: :iconkornfans: :iconmental-illnessclub: :iconpaleispretty:

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The Club I founded to help others like me:
:iconsuicide-prevention:

  • Mood: Happy Tears
  • Listening to: the people who i love and that love me
  • Reading: important messages so everyone is well informed
  • Watching: everyone i love and everyone who loves me
  • Playing: happily, and finally beginning to enjoy life.
  • Eating: whatever makes me happy: healthy & unhealthy f
  • Drinking: water. I never realized how WONDERFUL it really is

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: United States
  • Interests: Literature, music, helping people, studying mental disorders, anything dark/gothic.
  • Favourite movie: The Crow, TNBC, The Corpse Bride, Edward Scissorhands, Saw 1-5, Sweeny Todd, The Lost Boys...
  • Favourite band or musician: Korn, Cradle of Filth, Evanescence, My Chemical Romance, Bullet For My Valentine, Metallica, HIM...
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock ranging from light to heavy, Metal, Gothic
  • Favourite poet or writer: Stephen King, Slyvia Plath, Annette C. Klaus, E. A. Poe, Ellen Hopkins, Anne Rice, Vivian Vande Veld
  • Favourite style of art: Dark, emotional, gothic, fantasy, conceptual
  • MP3 player of choice: Samsung
  • Skin of choice: Mine, as pale as it is.lol
  • Favourite game: Vampire Online, The Sims 2
  • Personal Quote: I love darkness/death, while loving life and all things alive. Why is that?! Talk about a mindf*ck!
  • Tools of the Trade: My dark imagination, Adobe photoshop, dozens of composition notebooks, microsoft word...

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:iconneurotripsy:
Thanks for the Fav! :)

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"The only sin is stupidity." -Oscar Wilde

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:iconbluemystic:
:iconthankyou1::iconthankyou2:
Thank you so much for featuring
my painting!! :tighthug:
:frail::iconkimberely::frail:
:iconmoonlit-nightmare:
You're welcome, dear! It was beautiful.:huggle:

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Have you or someone you know been affected by suicide, or you want to understand more about suicide? If so, feel free to join/check out my club:
[link]
:)

:heart:Shay/Moonlit-Nightmare
The Founder of Suicide-Prevention.
:iconbluemystic:
You've made my day brighter dear! :iconfurrycuddleplz:
:iconmoonlit-nightmare:
My pleasure :hug:

--
Have you or someone you know been affected by suicide, or you want to understand more about suicide? If so, feel free to join/check out my club:
[link]
:)

:heart:Shay/Moonlit-Nightmare
The Founder of Suicide-Prevention.
:iconamehisakatamizu:
Thank you for the fav! :D

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"Take me away upon a plateau
Far, far away from fears and shadow
Strengthen my heart in times of sorrow
Light the way to bright tomorrows."
:iconmoonlit-nightmare:
You're welcome!:heart:

--
Have you or someone you know been affected by suicide, or you want to understand more about suicide? If so, feel free to join/check out my club:
[link]
:)

:heart:Shay/Moonlit-Nightmare
The Founder of Suicide-Prevention.
:iconwordsaremyweakness:
Thanks so much for the favorite.

I will definitely be looking to join your club. <3

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"You will find as you look back upon your life that the moments when you have really lived are the moments when you have done things in the spirit of love."
-Henry Drummond

Love Yourself for Art Contest: [link]
:iconmoonlit-nightmare:
You're welcome!:) Thanks for considering joining my club!:hug:

--
Have you or someone you know been affected by suicide, or you want to understand more about suicide? If so, feel free to join/check out my club:
[link]
:)

:heart:Shay/Moonlit-Nightmare
The Founder of Suicide-Prevention.
:iconwordsaremyweakness:
Of course.

I'm for anything that promotes mental health awareness.

--
"You will find as you look back upon your life that the moments when you have really lived are the moments when you have done things in the spirit of love."
-Henry Drummond

Love Yourself for Art Contest: [link]

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