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~I am a "varied artist." I make stamps, photo-manipulations, take photos, write poetry, do my makeup, write short stories, (though I have only one posted)...
~My deviations vary in nature from dark subjects to happier things like animal photos and poems about hope.
~Be warned a lot of my work has mature content!
~Take a peek at my gallery! My "Newest Deviations" are only a sliver of what I have created.

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I love to favorite dark and Gothic things, but things of lighter nature are among my interest as well.

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Journal Entry: Sat Jun 14, 2014, 1:49 AM
Hello fellow deviants <3

I am so very sorry I have been neglecting my page.  :(

I have been going through a lot:
almost ending up in a mental ward because of serious suicidal thoughts, going through severe depression that makes me weeps for hours on end, fighting self injury and the want to kill myself, trying to overcome sadness brought on by the memory of seeing my dad die...

Basically, I have been struggling really bad.

My psychiatrist added Prozac to my daily medicine regimen, but so far it is not working.
(I have been on it for three days and it takes a while to kick in and start working...)

Thus, I will try to be on here more.
Probably not everyday, but often enough, I hope...

:blackrose:Shay

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Clubs/groups I joined because they inspired me and related to me SO well:
:icongothicsoulsclub: :iconev-fanart: :iconburton-fans: :iconrainydaysclub: :iconliterarygothicclub: :iconvictoriafrancesclub: :iconmusicians-united: :iconpiano-society: :iconcradleoffilth: :icongravewalkers: :icon1st-sphere: :iconmcrmy-13: :iconrazorbladeromances: :iconbluebloodz: :icondark-writing: :iconthe-beauty-decays: :iconvampirewriters: :iconpoison-club: :iconbloodstainedwords: :iconself-injuryclub: :iconcrowloft: :icondevsagainsttwilight: :iconantitwilight: :iconenvironment: :iconletters-words-write: :iconshadowdeviantsclub: :iconabstractsilence: :icondarkelements: :iconcrow-conglomerate: :icontim-burton-club: :icontimburtonfanclub: :iconnbc-club: :iconkornfans: :iconmental-illnessclub: :iconpaleispretty: :iconmakeupcreations: :iconbipolar-da: :icongotzombie: :iconfull-moon-poetry:  :iconlove-4-dark-poetry: :icondark-minded-poetry: :iconevanescencedawn: :iconevanescence-essence: :iconevanescencers: :iconshadowpoetry: :iconall-poetry: :iconxowrittenart:  :iconthewicked-ones: :iconall-art-in: :iconthe-great-eyes: :iconwe-love-eyes:

  • Mood: Unhappy
  • Listening to: Back On Earth by Ozzy Osbourne
  • Reading: Doctor Sleep - Stephen King

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Shay
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Hello! My name is Shay, I am 21 years old, and I LOVE art!!

:blackrose:I enjoy writing stories, poetry, playing piano and guitar, composing and arranging music, listening to music, reading, and photo shopping pictures into dark works of art.

:bulletred:I AM IN NO WAY ASSOCIATED WITH DRAMA KOREA T. THIS PERSON STOLE SOME OF MY WORK. DO NOT BE FOOLED. SHE IS NOT ME:bulletred:

Current Residence: United States
Favourite genre of music: Rock ranging from light to heavy, Metal, Gothic
Favourite style of art: Dark, emotional, gothic, fantasy, conceptual
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Skin of choice: Mine, as pale as it is.lol
Eye color: Blue-gray
Hair color: Dark Ash-Blond; Dyed Black
Height: 5'6"
Diagnosis: Bipolar Type I with Psychotic Features, Panic Disorder, Borderline Personality Disorder, Post-traumatic Stress Disorder, Suicide Ideation
Artist: Digital Art, Poetry, Photography, Makeup
Inspired by: Evanescence, gothic culture, vampires, zombies, other musicians
Currently: In a serious relation for 3 years
In a relationship with: :icontyler-wittenberg:
Favorite color: Red
Favorite shade: Black
Style: Gothic
Religion: Wicca
Personal Quote: I love darkness/deathly things, while loving life and all things alive. Why is that?! Talk about a mindf*ck!


~STAMPS~

Mental Health
++ See The Person by dimruthien ST: Anxiety Disorder Awareness by JSTradArt No Stigma by gatesofrocknroll Mental health awareness stamp by Superspud Bipolar is not black and white by hiritai I Am More by lonelynightmares Mental Disorders... by snakeandladders Hope stamp by KathrynBriggs Stamp - PTSD is NOT Weakness by MauserGirl Post Traumatic Stress Disorder by RebiValeska I Survived Mental Abuse by cutechong Talk about depression stamp by thatfire-stock Shatter the Stigma by savagebinn Mental illness isn't "cool" by shadowlight-oak Anxiety Awareness by Mental-IllnessClub I Support Mental Illness Club by jackalibis ++ Anxiety and Panic Disorders by dimruthien Depression: The Truth by Valotoxin Depression Stamp by 1footonthedawn Bipolar Awareness stamp by KisayaMyst Stamp: Hope by ToysAndChocolate .:I Have Hope:. by ArtisnotanAccident Borderline Awareness Stamp by Ellidegg

Self-Injury
++ SI Awareness - Stamp 2 by dimruthien S.I. Survivor by shadowleoparddreams Stamp: Self-Injury Awareness 2 by OtterAndTerrier :thumb289968901: Yet Another Anti-Cutting Stamp by rcsi1

Suicide
++ Suicide Awarness Stamp by dimruthien Today I Chose To Live by gaianchild Suicide Awareness stamp/icon by QuirklestheCynical Suicide-Prevention Club Stamp by Suicide-Prevention Yellow ribbon by BlueRavenAngel

To Write Love On Her Arms
TWLOHA avatar by XxBad-Luck-ChildxX TWLOHA Stamp by mollysayshi TWLOHA by mangaka101 TWLOHA Stamp - Animated by cpetten rescue is possible : stamp by ifyouplease TWLOHA Stamp by Peace-Wolf TWLOHA Stamp by Kezzi-Rose TWLOHA Stamp by aimingforlogical

Evanescence
Evanescence by celloismistic Simple Evanescence stamp by ILTBY Evanescence Stamp by BerryFlavoredApples Evanescence Stamp by IgnisAlatus Ev. Stamp by q8oceanic Evanescence - What You Want Stamp by Vallie-Redfield :thumb337219183: :thumb337219296: Evanescence Stamp by wes615 Amy Lee stamp 5 by blackestrose-13 Evanescence Stamp by Sweetdreams22 Amy Lee stamp oo1 by Kaze-yo evanescence wallpaper stamp by blackestrose-13 Evanescence stamp 2v2 by blackestrose-13 Evanescence Fan by shaloneSK Evanescence Stamp by ALoveHateRomance Evanescence by Animal-Angels thoughtless evanescence stamp by xXSandywolfyXx Amy Lee stamp by jettteke Amy Lee - Stamp by Lana-Land Evanescence stamp 4 by blackestrose-13 Amy - Stamp by manuelvelizan Amy Lee Stamp -Eyes- by Vallie-Redfield Amy Lee stamp 2 by blackestrose-13 Amy Lee stamp 3 by blackestrose-13 Evanescence Stamp - 3 by ALoveHateRomance Evanescence Stamp - 2 by ALoveHateRomance Evanescence Stamp by xXMoonlightOwlXx Evanescence Stamp o2 by Vallie-Redfield Evanescence Stamp o3 by Vallie-Redfield

Other bands/musicians
KoRn Stamp by MajinPat Ozzy Osbourne Stamp 4 by dA--bogeyman Apocalyptica stamp by Zireael00 Ozzy Osbourne Stamp 2 by dA--bogeyman Korn Nu Metal Stamp by dA--bogeyman FlyLeaf Music Stamp (revised) by RebiValeska Midnight Syndicate by black-cat16-stamps

Music
Music is Love by elzalee Music Drives Me by master-me Music Addiction by PeligrosoRebellion Music stamp by invader-zim-14 REVERSED MUSIC STAMP by PianoxLullaby Music Stamp by NaruButt Stamp Love Music to Death by TheLonelyQueen music... by AnimeFan12deathnote Rock music stamp by Tollerka Heavy Metal Is Art Stamp by t3hsilentone MUSIC LIFE by fraggle37 Music is my lifeline by pjuk Music Stamp by Claws14 Very Metal stamp by Vamore Music Love Stamp by Sky-Yoshi Addicted To Music - Stamp by JWiesner I imagine with music Stamp by tastelessfate .:music stamp:. by Im-Mother-Nature Rock Music Stamp by Davidgtza2 Music Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare iPod Stamp 2 by DigitallyMinded Goth Metal Lovers Stamp by mysteria-dl

Piano
Piano by AngelsOfEmpathy Piano Player Stamp by Drake1 Piano - Stamp by SuuJeanne :thumb69636128: Piano Player - Stamp by LadyMarava Piano Stamp by JackdawStamps Piano Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare

Cemetery
I Dig Cemeteries Stamp by Polstar-Photography iSUPPORTgrave-yards by ANDASKAstamps cemetery stamp by Gothicmama I love cemetery statues by Gothicmama Cemetery stamp 2 by Gothicmama cemetery obsession stamp by Gothicmama Cemetery Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Cemetery Headstones - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare

Wicca
Triple Goddess by Nxriot Crimson 1 by skinnyveestamp Pentagram by EternalxRequiem Goddess Stamp by sd-stock Wicca_stamp_Star by JulieAir I believe_Stamp by Aretusa Stamp: I am Wiccan 2 by 8manderz8 Worship Stamp 12 by sd-stock wiccan rede stamp by Sabattier Stamp: Wiccan. by 8manderz8 Wiccan Stamp by doublelunar-stock I Practice Wicca by phoenixtsukino Wicca Stamp by bitchinvixen Wicca Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare

Goth
Forever Goth stamp by WargusEstor Goth at Heart Stamp by SanguineEpitaph Gothic by skinnyveestamp DarkneSS stamp by DeviantSith Proud to be Gothic - Stamp by Firethrill Support Black Roses Wide by missmarypotter Gothic Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Gothic Rose Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Gothic Cross - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Ankh Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare I love black STAMP by shortcutebubbly Rose and Butterfly by DoniaMaddison Black Roses Never Die. by leonharts-heart696 +Black rose stamp+ by Shadowa-93 Black Rose by SquallxZell-Leonhart

Zombies
I Heart Zombies Support Stamp by bizarrostamps I Support Dead People Stamp by bizarrostamps Zombie by ViggObscure Walking Dead Stamp II by Krisderp Zombie Stamp by Larimar +Zombie Awareness+ by blazer87 Zombie Eye - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare

Misc.
Black cat stamps by Shizuru117 Dark by GoodiesForYou Nocturnal Artist by Timesplitter92 Night owl by prosaix kiss me in the dark by Gothicmama I love Dark Art by Gothicmama Another apocalypse... by prosaix No 2 U stamp by youkai-hime I Love the Dark - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Skull n Cross Bones - Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Skull Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare Stitches - Horror Stamp by Moonlit-Nightmare got blood stamp by peterdawes Eternal Eye by secretgal1234 Blue Eyes Stamp by ehrehrere Green Eyes Stamp by RKdesign1314 Eye Stamp by mysteria-dl Red and Black love stamp by izka197
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ShadeWolfBuizel Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
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WriteRelease Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2014  Student Writer
It's your birthday, yay! excited 

Happy birthday and hope you're getting on alright. I know we don't know each other well, but you know ^_^;
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Violin100 Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2014
Happy Birthday. Hope you feel better. 
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HoshisamaValmor Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2014

thanks the fav

I was never diagnosed with BPD but I had a lot of its symptoms. I've been a lot better for the last couple of years, but remembering the hard days, those were really bad. Anxiety problems still remain, but again, not as bad as before. I wish you the best.

And you have a great music taste :)

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Zouberi Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2014   Photographer
Thank you for the fave!
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Moonlit-Nightmare Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome:blackrose:
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atlantic-lungs Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2014  Student Writer
thankies for the watch :]
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Moonlit-Nightmare Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome:blackrose:
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LadyDarkestStorm Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2014
thank you for adding my work to your favs :)
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Moonlit-Nightmare Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome:blackrose:
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LadyDarkestStorm Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2014
:)
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Violin100 Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2014
Thank you for the watch
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Moonlit-Nightmare Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome :blackrose:
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Violin100 Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2014
yep. How are you doing? 
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Moonlit-Nightmare Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Okay.  I am kind of depressed but doing good otherwise.
How are you? :)
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